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If I could write in words that movement glimpsed only as a missing presence, I would. You know I would. Just as the last filament of sun lapses, I miss it; and despite the expected renaissance tomorrow, now the dark pinches over, the warmth flies. Where did the presence go? Over the country on remembered roads, on railway lines where no trains have run since then? These repeating telegraph-poles whipping past, some with stick-nests, these small towns where the grass is sand, these shacks sunk in debris, these rows of walkers, these bicycles, cars, trucks, garages floating by, these animals, confined by wire, these trains, these trains, these trains, will it pass them, these repeated images, paper, glass and wayside weeds, always, changing and staying the same in memory, these images – will it pass them, or will it stay behind among them, or does it go there at all? How will words meet presence? If I say you, your eyes, your mouth, the way you walked home from school, the trees, the hot road steaming after rain, and the scent of it, the flying-ants drawing frogs out in the day; these repeated images, changing but the same, if I say you, does it catch your tale of rooms, similar but different, rows of classrooms, lecture halls, offices, shops in malls with lines of bright lights, cars, driveways, roads of houses, shops, factories. Will I find it among them? Where does it go? Over the country on agate-smooth memories, always shifting, threaded with sameness. Are the words a rosary with flies of prayer confined in its amber, unchanging for a million years, and if I can read them, will they shrive and save me or be only a circle of sounds, always the same, and different as the moment changes? If I could write the poem for you, would I follow it through market-roads, through wards of hospitals, on silent pale wheels, again and again through the same streets in all seasons, at all times of day? If I can more than glimpse its passing, its markers of absence, its long hair brushed again and again, its meals eaten, meals eaten. Will I seize it, will it slide away? Where will it go? Already I miss it as the last string of sun falls constantly as before, in a variation on other sunsets, an amber mala around our world. Now the dark comes by stealth, the warmth flies.
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