The man flicks off the switch The man flicks off the switch and stands in the darkness of the room till he can dimly start to see the outlines of the furniture. He sees the bed a rhomboid blur, the table a shape with other shapes on it: books, a razor, things he sees because he knows they're there. He goes to the window and quietly lifts the curtain's hem. His breath steams up and he wipes the misted pane with the soft edge of his palm. Diffused light from the streetlamp finds its way into the narrow lane between the houses, where it lights a low brick wall with peeling paint. Weeds grow in the cracked cement. He can see a few big leaves of the hunchbacked fig that grows in the darkness on the right. For a few seconds his eyes dwell on the lane and the things in the lane. He shifts the cloth a little more. The woman's bedroom is still lit. The yellowed light from her window forms a brighter patch on the top of the wall. Inside her lace-curtained room she stands at a mirror and brushes her hair. He blinks his eyes and tilts his neck and then he wipes the pane again. Her hair is long and curly brown and she brushes slowly with strong strokes, tugging at the tangled parts. She wears a pale cream dressing-gown that gleams in the light that comes from a bedside reading lamp. Then she turns and looks right at the place where he looks out at her. He drops the curtain, holds his breath stands still and tense, reminds himself that she sees nothing through the lace. There is adrenalin in his heartbeat as he looks again, peeping out with just one eye. She sets the hairbrush down on the windowsill among her clutter of cosmetic things, a blue vase and some bric-a-brac. And then she turns, the garment moves, the pale kimono slides apart. He stands on tiptoe, cranes his neck, rubs quickly at the windowpane. She turns again, her back to him, returning to the mirror where her hands do something at her face and then she sits down on the bed. The air inside the night is cool. Quickly she undoes the gown, throws it over a chair and gets into bed, where he can't see. If he saw colours of pale skin, they were blurred by her movement and his breath on the window-pane. All that he perceives of her is the mound the bedspread makes draped on her feet. It moves a bit. After a while the light goes out. A leaf scratches against the wall. |