Some early scenes
Born in a big white hospital... then weaned to the sea and the vision of the hotel-keeper's wet kelp of plaited hair and her long perfection of neck. They put on plays and sold leftist papers talked about poetry talked about books pictures and the future of workers and lovers (the smell of cats and turpentine). Then schooled in that small Transvaal town the red earth playground with a shooting range and the Boer War played out day by day and Mr. van Rooyen and Mr. Kat and the Kaffer op sy plek. So getting on the school bus they ask me Rooinek is jy 'n NAT of 'n SAP? How to say, to say looking down at my scabby knees, the thin legs and scuffed small brown shoes: "No, I'm not that, I'm a Socialist like moms and daddy and the mountain leaning over and the sea, the huge waves in my dreams." And looking down my silence beats and beats on me like a sunburned farmer's fist. |